Peeps ................................... 2012

Gosh... it's been a long time since I am knocking on my wall. This is already been a second week of 2012 and things are going pretty well for my guy and I. A great start of 2012 ..sharing ??? yessss... there is a lot to share ;-)

2011 is indeed a history. Love every moments that I've gone through all year round, learn lot of things about life and guess its fair enough if I am saying I become more wiser and matured on every single decision I made.

Here is the most special things that I wanna share..the moment that changed the entire of my life from being only in relationship to Mrs. Rapati ... wife to be . To most eyes we are already husband and wife since we've been living together for the last couple of years but in the eyes of God we are not been tight up yet in Holy Matrimony..

'Will you marry me? " I cry out loud when my guy kneeling down and give me the ring.
Yes .. Yes .. I do .. with tears both of us hugging each other tight . and Yess unforgetable December 11th 2011 I was officially engaged . what a joyful moment .. Thank you Lord for giving me this special moment .

and there goes my White Gold with Diamond on my engagement hand - Right Hand side..

living together teaches us a lot of things about each other.. appreciate, understand each other more and the most important thing love grows each year , each day , each hour and each second... I love him with all my heart. We always said to each other .. we wanna grow old together ... and we will ..


AND when is the BIG DAY ????? Yes.. I am counting the day hehehe..............and I know I am the lucky one ... I am gonna have two wedding Receptions .. One will be here in NL and another one will be back Home ...Sarawak ;-)

Now we are busy with 100 lists in hand .. invitation cards, Guest Lists , wedding dress , wedding locations etc ... huh but yet I am so excited!! and here goes my budget spreadsheet , my scrapbook to film my wedding planning ..and. and and .....I can tell you this Huge Project will take a lot of our time but who care ... Its for our BIG MOMENT !

Where to start, the most important thing is the paper and tomorrow will be my visit to Malaysian embassy for my statutory Declaration for my single status declaration .. and ... and and... and gonna be lot of and .. because there is a lot of things that need to be done until THE BIG DAY ...

Guess ... till then I will share again :-)

I thank God for every blessing that He has given us, for every shelter and for every needs that He has fulfilled. Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you ( Mathew 7:7 ). Lord Jesus , you are my Lord and my saviour...

I will sail my vessel till I reach my destination......

Our journey in life is just perfectly phrased by this song ...


You know a dream is like a river
Ever changin' as it flows
And a dreamer's just a vessel
That must follow where it goes
Trying to learn from what's behind you
...And never knowing what's in store
Makes each day a constant battle
Just to stay between the shores
And I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Too many times we stand aside
And let the waters slip away
'Til what we put off 'til tomorrow
It has now become today
So don't you sit upon the shoreline
And say you're satisfied
Choose to chance the rapids
And dare to dance that tide
And I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
There's bound to be rough waters
And I know I'll tke soome falls
With the good Lord as my captain
I can make it through them all
And I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Lord, I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry

SEARCH Concert Live In Dublin 2010 - Rozana

This song really reminds me the good old days .

cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

James Blunt - Stay The Night [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

James Blunt – Stay The Night (lyrics)
Ooooooh, Oooooooh, Ooooooh, hey!
It’s 72 degrees, zero chance of rain
It’s been a perfect day
We’re all spinning on our heels, so far away from real
In California
We watched the sunset from our car, we all took it in
And by the time that it was dark, you and me had something, yeah!
And if this is what we’ve got, then what we’ve got is gold
We’re shining bright and I want you, I want you to know
The morning’s on it’s way, our friends all say goodbye
There’s nowhere else to go, I hope that you’ll stay the night
We’ve been singing Billie Jean
Mixin’ vodka with caffeine
We’ve got strangers stopping by
And though you’re out of tune
Girl you blow my mind, you do
And I’ll say I don’t wanna say good night
There’s no quiet corner to get to know each other
And there’s no hurry I’m a patient man
Is your discover
Cause if this is what we’ve got, then what we’ve got is gold
We’re shining bright and I want you, I want you to know
The morning’s on it’s way, our friends all say goodbye
There’s nowhere else to go, I hope that you’ll stay the night
Just like the song on our radio set
We’ll share the shelter of my single bed
But it’s a different tune that’s stuck in my head
And it goes…
If this is what we’ve got, then what we’ve got is gold
We’re shining bright and I want you, I want you to know
The morning’s on it’s way, our friends all say goodbye
There’s nowhere else to go, I hope that you’ll stay the night

Cozy Sunday

A cup of hot chocolate topping with whipped cream always a good idea to start a day with . sitting on a couch and spending time painting on my blog would be a good combination and to pass the time while counting days waiting for my luvy duvy coming home from abroad . Besides , its been a while I didnt spend my time in here since my last update in summer ! and now winter is coming by to say HI and it means CHRISTMAS yeeeepieeeeeee!!!

Work keeping me busy and I dont even have time to spend a moment to drop a few words in here .. so here I am again mumbling around while keeping my friends updated ;-)

The only thing I could tell now , I do miss him a lot although its only for a short project ! blame it on his ex - dept ! they still need him somehow :-(

but never mind , telling myself time flies when monday is showing his head and my work will keep me busy and by then I would not even realize , the time will be passing by real fast :-)

I do have a lot to update but to be honest not like usual , my mind keep on searching what should I say in here hehehe Come on !! this is not me ... or probably my idea was abolished due to boil that I experienced for the last few days ! Its painful really !!!! :-( Thanks to my doc , she made me at tip top condition now ... and definitely my office miss me so much after been 3 days spending time at home taking care of my buttock, so that scary boiled would not be infected and handle with care ( sounds like going onto a luxury deco store , handle with care once broken consider sold hehehe) ... huh ! would never welcome you anymore , this is the first and the last ! its not nice having you ..... boil !!!


And .... God without me forgetting you and mentioning your name in every thought I have , I thank you for every each day that you give us , full with blessing , teaching me your love although you know I am not your perfect daughter . Thank You Lord . Send your angels to watch over my sweetheart and families and friends ....Amen

Summer Buzz!

Quick update !!! , it's now already 3 weeks since I was started working . so far i am enjoying every moment at work place , still full with excitement and still in training phase . I just love everything !! Most of all, so proud to be part of second biggest world ranking chemical company. The working environment is so much difference. The transperacy between bosses and subordinates , more casual , no seniority issues , equal opportunities , helpful , transfer knowledge , being open and direct , what else I can say other than WOW ! so I have to give my best !

Summer is showing his face now ! beautiful warm weather , enjoying it so far but just that i am not into sunny :-( !!! but there is more other things to enjoy other than the sun ! what!!??? shopping ?? No no !! of course not ! ;-) . well , what do u think ??? FOOTBALL ??? yes of course !!! rememeber Holland would be in the Final this time ! Hup Holland Hup !! :D laat de leeuw niet in z'n hempie staan ! Fingers crossed